i am back..

akhirnya..
setelah sekian lama ga buka blog nie..
setelah sibuk dengan friendster dan facebook...
aku sekarang sudah kerja partime di CnC lounge..
sebagai barista.

tapi sayangnya TA-ku lama ga terjamah..
pusing juga..
dikejar2 target cepet lulus..
tapi TA ga kelar-kelar.

semangat...!!!!

ngantuuukkk...!!!

11 september 2008
pukul 01.30 dini hari..

berat sekali mataku..
lemah sekali badanku..
capek banget tubuhku..
pengennya..
tidur..
turu..
sleep..
go to bed.

i confused.. but i give thanks..

apa yang kualami sekarang ini,
sunggung membuat aq bingung
dan cukup menyita banyak pikiranku.
kenapa hali ini harus terjadi padaku..
seringkali aq berpikir,
ternyata semakin kita menjadi dewasa
masalah yang kita hadapi,
juga menjadi makin banyak dan kompleks juga..

tapi inilah hidup,
yang mesti kita jalani,
yang mesti kita hadapi,
agar kita menjadi makin bertambah dewasa,
agar kita sipa menjadi orang tua kelak..

satu hal yang aku percaya..
bahwa Tuhan tidak akan meninggalkan aq,
ditengah masalahku yang berat,
ternyata masih ada orang lain
yang memiliki masalah yang lebih berat dari aku..
dan ketika aku menyadari itu..
aku makin bersyukur..
ketika DIA lebih memperhatikanku..
karena DIA akan menjadikan segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya..

kenapa cewek susah dimengerti ya..?

bingung deh klo udah ngurusin masalah cewek..
mahkluk yang satu ini emg ciptaan Tuhan paling unik dan membingungkan
buat kaum pria khususnya..

sulit sekali buat nebak apa yang dimauin sama cewek..
kadang kita cowok dah berusaha mati2an (blm brani mati beneran seh..)
buat nyenengin cewek itu
tapi malah dia cuek-cuek aja..

mahluk dari venus ini emg luar biasa bgt ya..
meskipun udah begitu..
kaum adam masih juga mau deketin mereka..
memang tanpa wanita dunia ini hampa rasanya
ga da warnanya..
bener ga?

so.. bwt kalian para cwek
apa seh sebenarnya yg kalian mauin dari kami, para cowok?

tebakan anak SD yng membingungkan..!!

aq dikasih tebakan dari temenku
kaya gini:
coba cari bilangan yng mempunyai karakteristik seperti ;
2+2=4
2*2=4
bilangan itu selain '0'
temenku bilang
dia dikasih tebakan itu ketika dia msh SD oleh kakaknya..
dan dia dkasih tau jwbannya..
nah..
setelah itu dia nanya ke teman2ny yng lain..
sampai 10 tahun berlanjut, ketika dia kul skrg,
hanya beberapa orng yang bisa menjawabnya..


bisakah temen2 bantu mendapatkan jawaban dari tebakan ini..
berapakah bilangan itu..?

girl like apples

GIRLS..
are like apples on trees.
the best ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they are affraid of
falling and getting hurt.
instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
so the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in reality,
they're amazing.
they just have to wait for the right boy to come along.
the one who's brave enough to climb all the way
to the top of the tree.
SO BE A MAN WHO CLIMB ALL THE WAY UP THE TREE...

for the ladies.. read it!!!

FIND a guy who calls you BEAUTIFUL,
instead of HOT.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
wait the boy who KISS your forehead
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
who wants to show you off to the world,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without make up on.
the one who is constantly reminding you
of how much he cares and loves being with you
and how luckiest guy in the world to have you.

how you love her..

Tell her how you admire her.
always tell her you love her at all times
when she upset hold her tight.
pick her over all the other girls you hang out with
play with her hair
pick her up tickle her and wrestle with her.
just talk to her.
tell her jokes
bring her flowers just because
hold her hand and run
just hold her hand
throw pebbles at her window at night
let her fall a sleep in your arms
sing to her no matter how awful your sound
get her mad at you
the kiss her
give her piggy back rides
push her on swings
tell her she looks beautiful
when she's sad, stay on the phone with her
even if she's not saying anything.
look into her eyes and smile
kiss her on her forehead
slow dance with her even if theres no music
kiss her in the rain
and when you fall in love with her
TELL HER

life goes on..

life is too short,
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
laugh when you can
apologize when you should
and let go of what you can't change.
love deeply and forgive quickly
take chances.. give everything
and have no regrets.

life is too short to unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from your mistakes
but never regret
people change, and things go wrong
but always remember
life goes on...!!!

love someone

it take a minute to have a crush on someone..
an hour to like someone,
a day to love someone,
but it take's a life time to forget some one.

antara cinta dan emosi

sesuatu kesalahan yg hampir terulang lagi..
ketika aq menyukai seorang wanita..
cinta yang menguji kesabaran
seketika datang emosi sesaat
yang hampir membuyarkannya
terima kasih Tuhan
ketika Engkau masih mengendalikannya.
sulit sekali untuk mengerti arti cinta secara sederhana